[	mood	|	boredizzle	]
[	music	|	senses fail	]

so last night was pretty fun. i thought i was just going to stay home but i didn't. i called stephan up and asked him if he wanted to see a movie so he said yeah. he came and got me and then we went to taco bell and saw ali there. we ate and then headed to the movies. we actually cheated because we were suppose to wait in line but the guy let us go. we saw the grudge. it was an alright movie i guess...after that he took me home and i fell right asleep. not doing much today...just here at home. <33

[	mood	|	....	]
[	music	|	underoath	]

YOUR PORN STAR NAME:
(Name of first pet + Street you grew up on)
:Princess Inedo (haha)

YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:
(Name of your favorite snack food + Grandfathers first name)
: Cookie Juan

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS:
(Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot)
: Cinnamon Tumon (not really foreign to me but foreign to a lot..lol)
"FLY GIRL" ALIAS:
(First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name)
: R Quin

DETECTIVE ALIAS:
(Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School)
: Puppy Leavenworth

BARFLY ALIAS:
(Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Drink)
: Sun Chips Vanilla Coke

SOAP OPERA ALIAS:
(Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived)
: Rose Inedo

ROCK STAR ALIAS:
(Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician)
: Reeses Varkatzas

[	mood	|	....	]
[	music	|	underoath	]

YOUR PORN STAR NAME:
(Name of first pet + Street you grew up on)
:Princess Inedo (haha)

YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:
(Name of your favorite snack food + Grandfathers first name)
: Cookie Juan

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS:
(Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot)
:
"FLY GIRL" ALIAS:
(First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name)
: R Quin

DETECTIVE ALIAS:
(Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School)
: Puppy Leavenworth

BARFLY ALIAS:
(Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Drink)
: Sun Chips Vanilla Coke

SOAP OPERA ALIAS:
(Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived)
: Rose Inedo

ROCK STAR ALIAS:
(Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician)
: Reeses Varkatzas

[	mood	|	like little tea pot	]
[	music	|	underoath	]

hey bitches and nukkas. i've gots something...
a new fucking screen name for AIM a-fucking-gain. yep...that's me.

New S/N-    ooh bang bangxx
add that mother effing screen name...thanks..bye<3

[	mood	|	weeeeeeee	]
[	music	|	the fall of athens	]

underOATH tomorrow. who's going? i think the car is full, it's me, sk, possibly amburrr, possibly reana and christine as well. it's going to be tiiiiiigggght. tighter than a virgins asshole. anyway. it costs 17 bucks at the door and it starts at 8pm accordin to ticketmaster...doors open at 7 though.

oh man...today what bob did right after third hour was funny as hell. i about peed my pants! oh yeah on sunday Kittie will be around and i think amurrzle and i are going...score bitches!

[	mood	|	like a total fuck up	]
[	music	|	hawthorne heights	]

...i don't know what else is out there for me to fuck up. but i do know that whatever comes thrown at me i always fuck things up. i guess that i don't deserve anything right now. because regina rose balmaceda quintanilla is a COMPLETE and TOTAL fuck up...yup. it' what i do best.

and i'm sorry stephan, for ever hurting you...i love you...i hope you still love me too

[	mood	|	weeeeee	]
[	music	|	As I Lay Dying	]

 Three Sexy Ladies...

so yeah thought i'd let you in on the hottness. lol. but yeah i guess things here in this house are alright. i still wish i didn't have to leave. things with reana and i are going good again. and yeah...i guess things are okay.

Underoath on the 22nd. FUCKERS i can't fucking wait...who wants to join?
<3

[	mood	|	killing someone!!! RRRRR	]
[	music	|	silverstein	]

i hope they're finally happy that they got what they want...
when one's happiness comes along, another's pain is revealed.

i fucking hate you. just fucking RUIN me! i fucking hate you so much.
thanks a lot...for nothing at all.

</3

[	mood	|	fine	]
[	music	|	eighteen visions	]

homecoming dance was totally lame...but taking pictures, driving to dinner and back was awesome...and let me tell you, jacquelyn was mighty sexy and her and i and sk took pictures together. what a pimp...lol.

here are a couple of pictures that sk and i took at my house before we left...
             

[	mood	|	like a broken heart	]
[	music	|	matchbook romance- stay tonight	]

 a lot has been on my mind lately. it seems like i do have friends, yet they don't talk to me, ask me to go places with them...or anything like we use to. they treat me like i'm dead and it only started since stephan and i have been together. thanks guys...thanks a lot. </3 and you wonder why most of my time is spent with him.

second thing is...taking me away from the people i hold dear to my heart here. i honestly think that this is a test. life has definitely grabbed my by the neck and is now forcing me leave behind the most important thing in my life. there will be no goodbyes exchanged. i hate them. these past few days the only people that have been here for me is of course stephan, jacquelyn, christine, crystin, and demi. and i thank them so much for treating me like i do exist and for also acknowledging that they really do care. this is one of the most hard times in my life right now. there is just so much on my mind.

but yeah...enough of that for now and let me fill you in on last night. stephan and i went to the HC game last nite, and hot damn it was crowded. so we were standing, and then jacquelyn comes (god, i love that girl). so then we decided to sit at the other side (where the other team was) since there was hardly anyone over there...so we went and then armor was there too. man, we were so rude. cheering and making rude remarks about the team we challenged. this one lady in front of us kept looking at us and giving us dirty looks. man what heffer. anyway, i had so much fun hanging out with jacquelyn and of course my pookie. but, stephan and i left at half time to go eat and since our skool is rediculously gay, we can't go back in once we leave the field. so whatever. we went to mc donalds...we ate...then went to walmart. guess who shows up there...melissa. she hasnt been in skool much and i havent told her about the whole moving situation. she's a good friend to me. i hope i get to talk to her again. she also explained to me why she hasnt been in skool...we also saw katy and jennette there. i got a disposable camera, some eyeliner, and some condoms. after all that we went back to his house. we went to his room, layed down and talk. then we made love. it was so emotional. and god, i really love him. after that, we layed in bed again and talked and exchanged tears, and even if i said to hold on to those tears until death wakes upon us, it was just so much, that we both couldnt keep it in. it felt like my heart just broke into more than a million pieces...and that was that. he took me home, walked me to my door and kissed me goodnight. i walked into my house, went upstairs, took a shower, layed in bed, prayed and cried. i love him oh so much. i can't live without him...

so yep, that was my night...and tonight is the homecoming dance. stephan and i are going. i'm going to make this a memorable night for both of us. i love you baby (and thanks for the rose, it's sooo beautiful). <3

ok. i think that's enough for now. later kids!
<3

[	mood	|	like crying...	]
[	music	|	avenged sevenfold- warmness on the soul	]

taking me away from guam was one thing.
now taking me away from life and love is another.

thanks for fucking up my life.
</3

[	mood	|	like a fucking emo kid	]
[	music	|	matchbook romance- "if all else fails"	]

please don't take me away from the one thing that allows me to actually be happy. and that one thing is love. take me away from it, and i will die.

i don't want to move. not at all.

[	mood	|	goody...except my eye hurts	]
[	music	|	mother fucking Senses Fail	]

okie guys...my fukkin eye hurts like really bad...my left eye. it's all red and shit and it feels like a bunch of water is filling it up. hmm...i wonder if i have pink eye, or if it's from staring at the damn bright computer screen, or if it's from poking my eye in art class when bob was doing it too...hmm...i dont know.  but anyway, i thought i'd also let you know that i am so much in love...even though i know that most of you know that already...and stephan, he just gives me reasons to breathe. i love him so much....and nothing and i mean nothing is going to take him away from me or else i will tear yout he fuck apart...

...on another note, i notice how no one reads this and how no one fucking comments me so yeah...fuck this...

[	mood	|	i should kill someone	]
[	music	|	Senses Fail- Buried A Lie	]

  that is me in black and white showing a really mean face with my fist because i am so fucking mad i could kill...i'm still going to the show tomorrow and i dont care if it comes with a fucking consequence. tomorrow is stephan and i's seventh month and no one is going to fucking ruin it...not even the evil man i have to be in the same house with day by day...i hope he dies.

<3 Gina